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Sunday, July 1, 2018

Emergence 3.0 - Section Four, Kathy; Part Twenty-four, Adolescence; Chapter Seven, Sexuality


Emergence 2.0
A Novel – In 55 Words a Day
Day 182, Sunday
July 1st, 2018

Chapter Seven: Sexuality

Kathy found momentary peace, she found a temporary release, and she found freedom in the orgasm.

The energy of a sexual climax delivered her to a place beyond space and time, removing her (temporarily) from the cynergenic field.

The world around her paused, she became weightless and all the concerns she had for herself, for others. All of the demands that the world placed on her, demands of fear, the demands of hope, the expectations, they melted away.

The universe contracted in that moment, as did her psychic connection to humanity, in that instant, which she had become adept at elongating, she could go anywhere, be nowhere.

From her first time with her first lover, to the last person she took into her bed; it was the same, she cherished those moments.

In that release there was silence, a quietude that none of her teachers could fathom, she likened it to the experience her ancestor Gottama had, while meditating under the banyan tree.

There was a temptation to remain there, to stay in that magic place, to leave the world forever.

She flirted with the notion, but never seriously.

Without exception, the people she brought to her bed were unnerved by the experience of watching her.

It shook them.

Some were traumatized by it, the greater their sensitivity to psychic phenomenon, the more empathic they were, the more they struggled in that moment, there was the danger that Kathy would drag them into that space, and they would disappear.

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Sunday, July 2, 2017

Emergence, In Fifty-five Words - Section Four, Kathy; Part Twenty-four, Adolescence, Collected Chapters




Emergence 2.0
A Novel – In 55 Words a Day
Day 176, June 25th, 2017

Chapter One: Anger

Kathy understood the things she was going through, the physical transformations of adolescence, but like much of her knowledge, her comprehension of it was abstract. It was disconnected from her actual experience.

Understanding had little power to quell the rank emotions rising within her body, the chemical miasma fuming within her which every youth experiences.

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Emergence 2.0
A Novel – In 55 Words a Day
Day 177, June 26th, 2017

Chapter Two: Doubt

As a child Kathy was composed.

She always acted with a semblance of poise and surety that even in an adult, would have marked her as unusual.

As she matured, when in public, she was paralyzed by insecurity.

Am I insane, she thought, who am I.

The answers she gleaned shook her to the core.

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Emergence 2.0
A Novel – In 55 Words a Day
Day 178, June 27th, 2017

Chapter Three: Disturbance

Her parents did whatever they could to help Kathy, bringing in tutors, and sending her to special schools.

Out of frustration and deep resentment she lashed out at her teachers.

She mocked them, she alienated everyone who came in contact with her.

Between the ages of nine and fifteen her family moved a dozen times.

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Emergence 2.0
A Novel – In 55 Words a Day
Day 179, June 28th, 2017

Chapter Four: Rage

Kathy burned with hatred.

Her contempt for everyone she came in contact with lit a fire deep in her belly. There was no talking it away.

There was no therapeutic approach to help her mitigate those feelings.

In order to cope, she turned the heat and violence inward, focusing all of that energy on herself.

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Emergence 2.0
A Novel – In 55 Words a Day
Day 180, June 29th, 2017

Chapter Five: Refuge

In time Kathy learned to separate herself from her emotions.

She found peace in meditations that took her outside of her body.

With an ability that no human being ever had before, she entered the cynergenic field, creating a distance from the structured feelings of her own body, and discovered unity with everyone on earth.

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Emergence 2.0
A Novel – In 55 Words a Day
Day 181, June 30th, 2017

Chapter Six: Attraction

She needed a place to escape.

Kathy found distraction in the passions of her body.

She was able to forget herself, and the world around her, in uncritical, careless delights.

She lost herself in beautiful people, in the present moment, in the desires that were immediate.

She concentrated all of her attention in the now.

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Emergence 2.0
A Novel – In 55 Words a Day
Day 182, July 1st, 2017

Chapter Seven: Sexuality

Kathy found peace, release, and freedom in the orgasm.

The energy of a sexual climax took her to a place beyond space and time.

The universe contracted, as did her psychic connection to humanity.

From her first time with her first lover, to the last man she took into her bed, it was the same.

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Emergence 2.0
Section Four, Kathy

Part Twenty-four, Adolesence

Collected Chapters

01 Anger
02 Doubt
03 Disturbance
04 Rage
05 Refuge
06 Attraction
07 Sexuality

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Friday, July 1, 2016

Emergence: Section Four, Kathy; Part Twenty-four, Adolescence, Collected Chapters


Adolescence; Part Twenty-four,
Chapter One: Anger
Pt. 24, Ch. 01
Understanding does little to quell the rank emotions rising from the chemical miasma, which every youth experiences.
#Emergence

Adolescence; Part Twenty-four,
Chapter Two: Doubt
Pt. 24, Ch. 02
As a child Kathy acted with sureness; maturing, she was paralyzed by insecurity. Am I insane, she thought, who am I.
#Emergence

Adolescence; Part Twenty-four,
Chapter Three: Disturbance
Pt. 24, Ch. 03
From resentment she lashed out at her teachers. Between the ages of nine and fifteen her family moved a dozen times.
#Emergence

Adolescence; Part Twenty-four,
Chapter Four: Rage  
Pt. 24, Ch. 04
Kathy burned with hatred; deep in her belly. There was no talking it away. She turned the heat, and violence inward.
#Emergence

Adolescence; Part Twenty-four,
Chapter Five: Refuge
Pt. 24, Ch. 05
Kathy learned to separate from her emotions, finding peace in meditation taking her outside of her body; to release.
#Emergence

Prodigy; Part Twenty-three,
Chapter Six: Attraction   
Pt. 24, Pt. 06
Kathy found distraction in passion, uncritical careless delight; lost herself in beautiful people, in their present.
#Emergence

Adolescence; Part Twenty-four,
Chapter Seven: Sexuality

Pt. 24, Ch. 07
An orgasm took Kathy to a place beyond time, from her first lover, to her last; then looking to herself for release.
#Emergence

Emergence:
Section Four, Kathy
Part Twenty-four, Adolescence
Collected Chapters
Section 04, Kathy
Part 24, Adolescence
Chapters
01 Anger
02 Doubt
03 Disturbance
04 Rage
05 Refuge
06 Attraction
07 Sexuality
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#SuperShortFiction
#365SciFi
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